hey pplz wow im so tired lol its like 1 in the mornin lol im finally allowed on after a week of torture lol but its goin to be the same every week till end of 3rd quarter yipee!! lol well sammies over and amanda was over lol its so much fun we got in a fight with my little bro ugh hes so annoyin!! i also had taikwondo that was ok execpt i had a headache then it was pizza night yippee lol i love pizza and here come another execpt lol i wasn't feelin so well in the stomach so ddin't eat much lol well w/e lol!! ugh my weeks been ok i guess ive been waitin for christmas and then abby asked the guy i like out for me and once again just friends!! my gosh what is wrong with me i swear there has to be somethin wrong with me just no one wants to tell me!! ahhh its not fair!! i wish someone would just tell me what y i make a better friend then girlfriend!! but then again no one ever wants to get to know me first so yea i have no chance im really not a bad person i swear its just everybody judges me by how i look unfortuantly!! gosh im srry im just so frustrated but at least i felt better today when this one told me in front of a couple pplz that i looked really pretty so yea that kinda brought my spirits up!! ahh im just so confused!! someone help me plz!! and to imagine i had never let me effect me before until now i just used to be so strong when it came to these things but things changed i guess but w/e the only thing thats helpin me hold on r my friends so thanx so much u guys!! and well thats pretty much been my week so yea im goin to go now since i have a friend over and i have nothin much to say so ttyl pplz

Traci K

hey pplz!! well n2m goin on here lol went to a christmas party for my taikwondo school so that was fun exept my instructor made me sit on santa's lap im like no this can't be happening and then to make it worse my mom got a pic of it ahhh lol but thats ok andy and nick had to sit on his lap also hahah it was so funny then they dragged nathan up there to sit on his lap it was funny nathans like NOOOOO!!! but w/e we got candy lol my dad found a pair of vans for me today i was happy since my dog fricken chewed my old ones!! but thats ok im now goin to have two pairs cause tomorrow we're goin out to the outlets to pick up another pair so im really happy bout that!! but other than that n2m goin on exept that im now not allowed on the comp sun-thurs then on fri after 6 i can get on and sat depends on wether or not i have hw ooo lucky me lol all well im goin to take it as a good thing cause now i can focus on things other than my social life lol!! like um practicing my taikwondo since i have a belt test on jan 14 oh man this aught to be interesting lol cause if i make it im high yellow and i begin sparring so um yea im not exactly ready to spar cause im usually very nervous and i back off most of the time but w/e lol!! well im really tired and everything so yea i'll tty guys later!! oh and thank u to all of my friends for theyr support with all thats been goin on!!

<3 Traci K

hey pplk whats up?? only one things makin me happy right now SNOW!!! lol i can't wait until i can go snowboardin or skiin!! ahhh its killin me lol just have ta wait till january then i go with ski club unfortuantly i don't know anyone in it!! thats the only bad thing!! well other than waitin for that ive just been ok nothin more and sometimes worse but w/e!! idk sometimes i just feel like im not good enough for any guy it kinda sux i mean nvm im not goin to go into it ugh just wish someone actually got to know me before they judge me based on my appearance!! omg no one even thinks to get to know me they just look at me and go.... oh her? NO!! ugh!! its so frustrating!! but w/e gettin off that subject got our christmas tree up tonight it was really screwed up but w/e lol!! last night i had taikwondo and guess what? lol they actually geared me up for sparring omg i was so scared it was my first time and i was almost in tears when my instructor told me to get some gear on!! i did a decent job sparrin i know i have to work on things like stayin in my fightin stance the whole time and actaully attackin the boys instead of just shyin away like i did lol i actually fell over myself because i was backin up so much lol!! but little nathan was actually bein nice lol so i was happy bout that to but yea i got a nice bruise on my leg from when i went to do a snap kick and the guy blocked and my shin went right into the bottom of his arm OWWW!!! lol but alright well im g2g now my sisters over right now so ttyl pplz!! oh and christmas in 10 days yesss!!

<3 Traci K

hey pplz well i got taikwondo tonight so not much time to talk but my day sucked i was cryin 4th because im so sick of pplz makin fun of me im not fat omg y don't u pplz get it? oh and to all of my friends who just sit there and laugh bout it well i don't need u around so just leave me alone!!! ugh but w/e well im g2g now so i'll ttyl pplz!!!

<3 Traci K